Sunday, August 22, 2004

i am angry plz.
i typed everything juz now.
and i juz clicked one wrong button..
the whole thing is gone.!
stupidddd blogger. -_-"
but am still gonna blog anyways..
coz itx for her and my friends!!!!!!
*geeeeeeeeeeeeezzzzzzzzz!

anyways,
i saw her todayy!
i walked past her shop.
but was in the state of shocked.
din know dat was her shop right!
forgot lah..
SHOULD HAVE SAID HI!!!!
but i din't.
ohwell. when i was at da bus stop.
i wanted to go back and say hi.
but itx no use no use de.
she's still so cute.

anyways,
went for amths lesson at 8.30
nearly forgot the night before.
all thanks to mr dao. i rem!
thankewwww mr dao!!-
waaa. go for amaths can die.
want to sleep lah! not enuff sleep okay!
after amths,
stupid melilo left so early.. had pianoo.
me went home and SLEEP!
but slept for 2 hours, which is SO not enuff for me??!
but had to wake up!
itx getting late!
and i'm suppposed to meet chucks they all for pool.
lol.- hmm, went they and met alot of pple.
yar.. -theyyyy-
ahah. hmm, went to cine makan.
met up with ra, rs, jerry
all of us went seperate ways..
melilo and me went to ps.
oh btw, we went into times bookstore.
and founda new name for mel. (delillo)
wahaha! itx an author's name kk!
be honoured about it gal!! =D
watched CATWOMAN...
everyone must watch plz.
itx dammmm nice!-
damm actioning lah! wah!
i wan ta be CATWOMAN!~
*whoaaa whoaaa!~ tadaa!!!

after ps. went to cine.
met up with bev and vl.
went makaning again.
den walked around..
mel and me took neos after bev and vl left.
waited for mel's ma and pa to fetch me home..
thankew auntie and uncle!
*geeezz!


this is for ME:
..................................................................

All my life I've been waiting
For you to bring a fairy tale my way
Been living in a fantasy without meaning
It's not okay I don't feel safe...
I don't feel safe...

Left broken empty in despair
Wanna breath can't find air
Thought you were sent from up above
But you and me never had love
So much more I have to say
Help me find a way

And I wonder if you know
How it really feels
To be left outside alone
When it's cold out here
Well maybe you should know
Just how it feels
To be left outside alone

All my life I've been waiting
For you to bring a fairytale my way
Been living in a fantasy without meaning
It's not okay I don't feel safe
I need to pray

Why do you play me like a game?
Always someone else to blame
Careless, helpless little man
Someday you might understand
There's not much more to say
But I hope you find a way

Still I wonder if you know
How it really feels
To be left outside alone
When it's cold out here
Well maybe you should know
Just how it feels
To be left outside alone

All my life I've been waiting
For you to bring a fairytale my way
Been living in a fantasy without meaning
It's not okay I don't feel safe
I need to pray
Save me..

And I wonder if you know
How it really feels
To be left outside alone
When it's cold out here

Well maybe you should know
Just how it feels
To be left outside alone

All my life I've been waiting
For you to bring a fairytale my way
Been living in a fantasy without meaning oh
It's not okay I don't feel safe
I need to pray
...........................................................

am beginning to seee the meaning of this song..
lol..
exactly wad happens to me.
know wad?
though her birthday is over..
i ...
i wished ...
i wished that ...
i wished that i ...
i wished that i could ...
i wished that i could celebrate ...
i wished that i could celebrate her ...
i wished that i could celebrate her birthday ...
i wished that i could celebrate her birhtday with ...
i wished that i could celebrate her birhtday with her ...

i ...
i am ...
i am happy ...
i am happy to ...
i am happy to see ...
i am happy to see her ...
i am happy to see her today ...

*mel said that she looked like she was smirking..
agrhsssss!!! why? why? why??!!
aren't she even happy?
//tell me wad to do to make you happy//


this is for her:
...............................................................................
wasted days and wasted nights
i have left for you behind
for you don't belong to me
your heart belongs to someone else

why should i keep loving you
when i know that you're not true
and why should i call your name
when you're the blame of making me blue

don't you remember the day
that you remember the day
that you went away
and left me
i was so lonely
prayed for you only
.......................................................................

//i dun wanna give up..
i will hang on there//

-i miss her-




Qing Ying; 12:22 AM