Friday, October 29, 2004
i dunt know why,
but this world i unfair
VERY...
and of coz,
i have my reason for saying that.
the reason why i said it,
is because there's this guy,
he is a greatttt basketball player.
a captain with great leadership skills.
a friend whom everyone respect
a friend whom everyone laugh with, especially his lame jokes.
a guy, who is deeply in love with a girl.
but things did not went on smoothly for him.
btw, he is only 18.
he can no more say his lame jokes,
not even talk.
he couldn't even get out of the bed,
not to even say play his fav sports.
last time he got involved with the "dirty things" out there.
but his condition got better,
juz recently,
his condition worsen,
till you can only see the bones.
*please imagine,
an all rounder basketballer,
an tall and strong, gd looking guy,
lying in the hospital bed,
helplessly,
expect for mumbling some words.
god is unfair.
all he could do is tear when he sees his friends visiting him.
luckily, he still remembers them.
he could only give a reluctant nod.
things are so unfair for him.
is really not fair!
he is only 18!
and until now,
singapore's useless doctors COULDN'T find out wadz wrong with him!
they even gave stupid answers like,
"he could be suffering from depression " -_-"
"he could be having stomach cancer"
WTH!~
fuck those doctors!
useless bunch of bastards who couldn't even save a poor guy like him.
he is said to have stomach cancer cause he couldn't swallow anything.
anything!!!
unfair unfair unfair!
why cant god give him a healthy body?!
he is healthy anyway!
he plays basketball!
he exercise more than anyone of us!
he is a good guy most importantly.
but why!
i've wasted busket of tears for him.
many people around him did the same thing.
there's no more his parents could give or do.
hopefully these tears can bring him life.
-god, do something. never end his life.
Qing Ying; 1:26 AM