Sunday, October 10, 2004
Sentimental days
In a misty clouded haze
Of a memory that now feels untrue
I used to feel disguised
Now I leave the mask behind
Painting pictures that aren't so blue
The pages I've turned are the lessons I've learned
Somebody bring up the lights I want you to see
My life turned around
But I'm still living my dreams
(Yes it's true I've been)
I've been through it all
Hit about a million walls
Welcome to my truth
Tangled in a web
With a pain hard to forget
That was a time that I've now put to rest
Oh, the pages I've turned are the lessons I've learned
Sentimental days
In a mist of clouded haze
Of a memory that now feels untrue
secrets I kept inside me
noone can understand
secrets I had to hide
cause noone would hold my hand when
secrets for me to know
and never for you to see
secrets for only me
the ones that could not escape the pain and missery
would noone ever set them free?
why do you pretend to see
all the pain they had to go through
can't you hear them cry to you?
emotions so bother my soul
to know that I felt much pain
I thought it would go far away
it did for the moment
secrets I know
there's nobody up in here
that can hear the cries hear
inside my mind
but I cry
Qing Ying; 1:17 PM