Saturday, February 26, 2005
was chatting with her.
had a "pang" in my heart.
dont know why.
maybe the feeling wasn't that great.
it is really heart breaking.
i felt like i missed her a lot.
and i never experience it
until she has left me.
even though we are not close after she left,
we still had strings attached to us.
a powerful thread that ties our heart together.
i swear there IS...!!!
now that she is in another country.
i missed her greatly.
and that feeling is bad.
she plays an important role..
i will never want to leave anyone anymore.
i never want to take you for granted,
and neither do i want to take me for granted.
all of you are significant to me.
you may not feel it now.
but until one leaves,
you'll feel the pain.
the sour feeling.
even when someone is in the country,
but you're not close to her,
you dunt feel anything,
not even when she doesn't talks to you.
but when she has left to another country,
you somewhat feel like,
someone important has left you.
and you'll feel like crying.
that's when she is taken granted of.
i never cared about her presence,
until she departed from us.
lesson to learnt:
never take people for granted.
especially YOU.
she is none other than,
emily
Qing Ying; 11:37 PM